another ordinary update
jux got my hair cut and i think not much ppl realised tat. kinda sad for me. haha. theres something wrong wif onsugar. so i might jux go back to blogger.. or maybe stop blogging. hahaha!
dear is coming out tis weekend, have been too long for me not to see him. miss him so much so badly. dear faster come back!!! hahaha! went to watch Step up 3D last last sunday and before tat we went orchard to buy my merly. hee
they upgraded their glasses
my merly!<3
hmm last thing before i end off my post, jux wanna thank God for the healing. i wasnt feeling well and woke up 4am tis morning and vomitted but after praying, healing took place and i went to sleep. after i woke up, i was all healed. really thank God. (:
bbyimissusomuchsobadly
Uttering nonsense (:
well i have a lot in my mind now and i have no idea what to start wif. hahaha maybe i should start wif what happened last saturday? hehe
hmm went prawning wif dear last saturday and we actually spent the first 2 hours sitting there staring into space cos no prawn wanna eat our bait. untilll the very last hour, i caught the first prawn of the day and it was kinda big. but maybe not so big. haha. so we took turns to catch prawn after our first prawn.
and after the 3 hours of prawning, we have a total of 9 prawns caught by us and 1 free prawn from the pail tat we used to clean them. hehe not too bad uhh. BBQ it and was delicious but salty. i really enjoyed tat day and i hope he enjoyed too. (:
bbq-ing prawns
waiting to eat
the biggest and smallest of the day.
hmm next will talk about my duties at bishan sports hall for the YOG. for the first 2 days of my duty, it was raining and ppl are much more easier to handle cos we wont have a long queue at the ticket box office. wednesday was my off day so ytd was my third day on duty.
it wasnt raining so will have a lot of ppl queueing at the box office and was difficult to handle. shall not say more cos.... hmm but overall was a good experience for me. able to handle difficult ppl who will use the minister's word to make u have nothing to say. haha. hopefully later i will be able to handle more of them and will be last day of my duty there. gonna miss my sups and friends. (:
alright i think i shall stop here. i wanna get Merly and Leo. hopefully its not sold out. ):
memories are kept in my heart.
SOCCER FINALE!
yea got a chance to watch soccer le! hehe but i think i will fall asleep watching cos im kinda tired now. waiting for Gary now and heading over to pastor Oon's house anytime soon. *happy happy*
but tmr i got UT. :( hopefully i can manage. hehehe. jux finish going through all the ppts from p1 to 10. -.- very tired leh. but at least i got to watch soccer tonight. :D wooooo!
one last thing before i end off this post.
" if u are reading my blog, im happy cos i think not much ppl are reading now. whenever i saw u online, i feel like going offline so tat i can see u online but when i have to online, u jux went offline the min u saw me. i dun know wat is wrong or maybe u are still not comfortable. :( all my fault and im sorry. please dun avoid me. i will feel very very bad. "
ending here. nites everyone and happy watching soccer! GOOOO Netherland Netherland Netherland! :D
Not Good
well nothing is good now though its friday.
after i got the grade of my chem II ut, i really feel like giving up cos i tried, i really tried so hard to study and in the end, tats wat i get? sad isn't it?
i jux dun get it. when i really take down notes to study, the results i get is not wat i expected but when i choose not to take down notes, i will get a better grade. i dun wan this to happen cos i really wan to take down notes and study la! :(
tell me now. wat should i do.
dearimsorry.
maybe.
Maybe I was thinking too much now
Maybe I’m making myself hurt
Maybe you haven change
Maybe I haven change
Maybe we haven been changing
Maybe you think that friends are more impt
Maybe I dun think so
Maybe our thinking is different
Maybe everything is just maybe.
It’s been 3 years and maybe we have never change.
Too much maybe, too much perhaps, too many what ifs
Making me insane
Making me crazy
(:
Only Love overcomes all things.
so long!
alright alright i know i haven been blogging for such a long time and ppl are somehow complaining that i should blog. haha. for the past few months of not blogging, a lot of things actually happened and i have no idea where to start now.
well maybe should start wif a song? its Almost Lover by A Fine Frenzy? haha i have no idea who sing this song but somehow im in love wif tis song. lyrics below! :D
Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick
I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images
And when you left you kissed my lips
You told me you would never let forget these images, no
I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine
Did I make it that easy
To walk right in and out of my life?
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
so to have a better understanding about tis song, download it or go youtube listen ba!! hahaha!
and i will try to update often. try ok try. cant promise cos holidays is coming and have to chiong PP le. soooo might not always have time to blog. :D please bare wif it! :D :D
oh ya and we went Universal Studio Singapore on our 3rd year anniversary! :D pics below! :D
happybirthdaymydear.ijuxcantwaitforsattocome!cosihavesomethingforu! ♥♥♥
weeeeeee USS is fun! :D ♥♥
:):):)
right! so after so long, im back here blogging. haha! felt so cold jux now cos forget to on heater to shower again. im such a blur girl ya?
super super blur queen! hahaha! and guess wat! tis blur queen birthday is near near near..... :D so looking forward to tat day. hopefully will have lots of surprisesssss :D:D
haha maybe im dreaming hor? everytime birthday is like jux a normal day to me. i still prefer my birthday to be on weekends. haha! dun know why but jux like. (:
dance dance dance. how i wish i could learn some dance steps to start dancing. but im not good at it. not good at piano too. such simple thing oso dun know how to play. no face to face the piano. :(
im not good at anything at all. seriously.
hmm jux finished watching 就想赖着你. is a nice show. not bad la. will make u cry will make u laugh till u ROFL.haha!
i jux type watever im thinking now cos i dun wanna leave out anything. haha so pardon me if tis post is like para to para have no link at all. haha!
its been a long time since we talk on the phone till fall asleep. really miss those times tat we had. really wish tat i could turn back time. really wan to turn back time tat much till i dun wanna move on. or if there's a time machine for me to stop time, it would be good.
hmm k la. dun wanna talk bout sad things. i wan tat nike or adidas shoe so badly. cos sunday having sports day and i wanna go jog. well, think i only can walk around tat day ba. haha!
i oso wanted a itouch soooooo much. much more den the shoe. haha. cos currently one is dying soon. battery damn fast finish. :( but i still love it, cos its from my dear. (:
hmm enough of tis random stuff here and there. its getting late and i think i should say good nights to all. (:
nights peeps. nights friends and best friends. nights my dearest. (: priority is still u first. (:
<3
saytatulovemeandonlymeandiwillpromisenottodostupidthingstohurtmyself.
happy CNY!
so shall start wif saying all the wishes to everyone! HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR AND HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! (though is kinda late) anyways, today is the third day and i dun like tis year new year but i like tis year valentine's day. (:
first day of new year went to grandma house wif my family and dear. bad things happen when we jux reached my house downstairs. my mum fell and hurt her leg which make her cant walk. sucky feelings...went to watch Valentine's day wif dear and thanks for everything though rush here and there. ♥
second day went to dear house in the morning and i nearly got bang by a car. how awesome uh? (msg u but u seems like... i dunknow. thinking too much.) well, tat stupid driver dun know how to drive but still, thank God tat im alive. (: went to the marina bay wif gary millie roy and his mum, dear and oon family. had a lot of fun there cos got to play bumber car. AWESOME!
took maxicab to oon house after tat and played mahjong till 2 plus near 3 den sleep. couldn't sleep for the night cos i miss my pillow and im still not tired. after awhile i fell asleep and lala land is where i go. woke up tis morning bout 8? haha. kinda early and im feeling sucky. and give the sucky face which he dun like.
maybe i should throw away my tat sucky face and put on a smile everytime i woke up or even if im feeling damn sucky? haha! enough of 'sucky' (:
jux got home bout 1 and here i am blogging. cos im having mixed feelings. i dun know wat im feeling now and before i came home, we ******* again. i jux hate tat. cos im always the one started all tis. saw him board the bus and sat at the other side which i cant see him. at tat time, i really feel like crying. so useless uh? ppl see le might laugh at us too. haix.
close myself in the room cos my eyes are like swollen cos bee stung my eyes. (jux kidding) went shower and continue till i felt pain. hand oso pain but nothing can compare to heart pain uh. hmm.
how i wish tat there is no other ppl around us tat will make me becoming such a bitchy and sensitive gf. should get rid of sensitiveness and stop being a bitch. but im not the biggest bitch though.
shall end here! :D
wan to spend a super good day wif u oso cannot. i really feel so tired. shall we stop all tis and no more of tis? cos i need u more than anyone.and why must quarrel? is like wasting of time. ):
Today was a Fairytale
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qc_H71x7-lA
well tis song is actually from taylor swift. is nice and i like it. jux wanna share wif u ppl and hope u all will fall in love wif tis song.
"today was a fairytale you've got a smile that takes me to another planet. " its from the song and i like it. cos every smile that u gave me, it really cheer me up. "time slows down whenever u are around." yea i how really wish time really slows down so that we can spend all the time alone together, talking about how we went through the whole relationship.
those happiest time in my life that u have given me, will always be the best and i hope the book of us will never ever close cos i wan to continue to write the happy moments down. not just the happy moments but all the time that we spent with each other.
really wish that everyday was a fairytale. so that we can live life happily. i believe fairytale always have a happy ending? or am i wrong? hahaha! hmm dun prove me wrong. let my mind go wild wif tis happy ending things. (:
well, today he going for the air show. i wan to go too. ): but its expensive. argh!
tis week is the last week together wif my W15L mates le. hopefully we will still meet up and have FUN! wanna go club together after new year yea?! hahaha! cant wait cant wait! :D
ok shall stop here and do my work. (:
is everything going back to normal?
................
i dun know i dun know i dun know i dun know i dun know i dun know i dun know i dun know
i dun wan i dun wan i dun wan dun wan dun wan dun wan dun wan DUN WAN DUN WAN DUN WAN!
i nv wan all this to happen. all the msges u replied is jus like making me stop replying u cos i seriously dun know wat to reply u back. i jux hate all tis and dun wan it anymore. i dun wan to say the word or even think of tat word. u say u are hurt deeply hurt and is seriously pain den did u ever stand in my position to think how i feel. everything jux end up to a word, LIKEWISE.
im out of topic like seriously. :'(
